Today was my second to last TMS treatment. And I don’t want to sound dramatic, but TMS has changed my life. What is TMS, you might be asking? Well. TMS stands for Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. It is a treatment for depression in which they stimulate the mood regulation areas of the brain with magnetic pulses. […]
choices.
The last time I wrote was right before my surgery, which was at the end of March. It is now practically mid-September. I’m not going to try to cover over 5 months worth of territory in a single post, but I will bring you the highlights. This one is worth the read. The surgery went […]
they really do exist.
Well today is officially my last day of Virtual IOP. I haven’t written in 3 and a half months and that’s about how long I’ve been in treatment for my eating disorder. I didn’t really tell many people and I was way too busy and exhausted to write. So…surprise!! I knew I had a problem. […]
everyday life and other stuff.
I’ve started this post without a title. That means I don’t really know where I’m going with this. Which can be good or bad. We shall see. I promised to write a follow-up to 4th of July weekend, but things were just crazy and I was too busy enjoying my time with my family. Then […]
Madness.
This is a real life story. I wish there was another way to tell it. But it wouldn’t be real, then, would it? I’ve gone back and forth with myself on whether or not to write this. How detailed to go. Who would read it. What they would think. And on and on. I don’t […]
Wheat in the Wind
Despite being out of “full time treatment” for several months now, I still spend a lot of time in Towson. I have regular therapy on Tuesdays and see my dietician and art therapist on Wednesdays. Plus my psychiatrist once a month-ish. When it comes up in conversation, people sound surprised. I’ll admit it’s annoying. Some […]